yes ive finally caught onto the cult that is 'the skinny jean'
i must say its a shock to the system wen u first put them on. the space u get from a normal jean is suddenly unheard of in the world of skinny jeans. though they are stretchy so i spose that makes up for it.
i sit here in my skinny jeans listening to the jonas brothers, because clothes have finally become part of my life. just as music did (hence the jonas brothers). clothes to me used to be just something i had to wear to go out in public, cuz it is forbidden to go out in the nude, its politically incorrect and frowned upon. but yes i am now more conscious of wat im wearing, all be it i dont know how to wear it, i just want to wear it. this means a whole new wardrobe hehe. but one step at a time.
Sunday, 28 December 2008
Saturday, 27 December 2008
Boredness
ur probs thinkin its the 27th, a few days after christmas, how in the hell could someone be bored. yep there u sit reading the upand coming statement of 'calum's boredness'.
yes folks im bored. i hate it when im bored as i have no sense of purpose or idea of wat to do. nothing attracts me with the power to banish the boredom with the sword of enjoyment.
my boredom started early this morning 00:01 roughly. we had had guest over and now i was left on my own. i just sat in my room, spining in circle wondering if anything would kill the boredom. eventually i ended up organising my clothes in my draws. but yes i went to sleep after that.
but as i sit here on the floor, i am bored. i dont know why and i dont know how to cure it. so i thought lets write on my blog that should pass the time. i guess its just something that happens. trying to think of something clever to say has failed me.....oh god!
sitting here ripping cds onto the laptop has "entertained" me for the past 2 hours. but even its brilliance (i know watching a bar go up to 100% is at the top of everyone to-do lists) has worn off.
when u are bored u really do feel alone (wether thats just me i dont know). but yeah.....now im just struggling for words now.
im sorry but if u weigh it up the majority of my blogs are miserable complaining manescripts from a rubbish bin. i dont know why again, it just happens. well ive always seen it that u learn the most about a person through the bad times rather than the good times. cuz the good times are really just sailing with a good wind pushing u along (im sure roise will tell u the deffinition of that phrase) sure its extremely fun, yet its easy, no effort is required.
as for me right now ive decided i need to get out of the house. yet theres noone to go out with, and i dont want to go out on my own and cerment the fact that im a loner.
yes folks im bored. i hate it when im bored as i have no sense of purpose or idea of wat to do. nothing attracts me with the power to banish the boredom with the sword of enjoyment.
my boredom started early this morning 00:01 roughly. we had had guest over and now i was left on my own. i just sat in my room, spining in circle wondering if anything would kill the boredom. eventually i ended up organising my clothes in my draws. but yes i went to sleep after that.
but as i sit here on the floor, i am bored. i dont know why and i dont know how to cure it. so i thought lets write on my blog that should pass the time. i guess its just something that happens. trying to think of something clever to say has failed me.....oh god!
sitting here ripping cds onto the laptop has "entertained" me for the past 2 hours. but even its brilliance (i know watching a bar go up to 100% is at the top of everyone to-do lists) has worn off.
when u are bored u really do feel alone (wether thats just me i dont know). but yeah.....now im just struggling for words now.
im sorry but if u weigh it up the majority of my blogs are miserable complaining manescripts from a rubbish bin. i dont know why again, it just happens. well ive always seen it that u learn the most about a person through the bad times rather than the good times. cuz the good times are really just sailing with a good wind pushing u along (im sure roise will tell u the deffinition of that phrase) sure its extremely fun, yet its easy, no effort is required.
as for me right now ive decided i need to get out of the house. yet theres noone to go out with, and i dont want to go out on my own and cerment the fact that im a loner.
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
Sorry to keep you waiting
yes i know its been a while. yet even doing this now, i feel ive got nothing to say. spose xmas is something to mention. it really shows the difference between male and female. all this week the girls have been exchanging gifts and worst of all, some of those gifts have bin opened. grrrrr. ive had 3 cards woop woop. and im gunna get a present from an annoying person, you know who he is, those who know. lol.
i have come through the depression that seem to be around in my last blogs. yet i still seem to have no purpose. oh well its the hols soon so i can regroup and recover. recover mainly cuz my body's just given way, as ive been ill the past to day and even now into the present/future. i hope i increase in my illness as its carol service, the worst school event ever, even speech day beats it.
cough cou COUGH! excuse me. even being ill effects ur typing.
i have come through the depression that seem to be around in my last blogs. yet i still seem to have no purpose. oh well its the hols soon so i can regroup and recover. recover mainly cuz my body's just given way, as ive been ill the past to day and even now into the present/future. i hope i increase in my illness as its carol service, the worst school event ever, even speech day beats it.
cough cou COUGH! excuse me. even being ill effects ur typing.
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